We grew up together and now I have to start out on my own with no desire to be anyone other than his wife. I tried to save him to no avail, An aortic aneurysm took his life within minutes. We had so many plans. I believe I will see him again one day. I am retired but am now forced to work again at 64. I have never been on my own and now I'm forced to. I love Him so much. The pain is unbearable. We prospered and moved out of our house after 30 years of making memories for country living. I'm trying to be the great pretender so others think all is okay. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him & imagine what life could be if he was still here. I hate what life I have left with NO future as we planned. She was only 62, and I'm 64. L Lisa Palmore 31 followers More information Missing my husband Poems Anniversary Poems Grief Poems Grief Quotes Death Quotes Mum Poems Bob Marley Missing My Husband Brother Quotes We miss both of them very much and live to honor them and love God. I keep telling myself to just breathe and put one foot in front of the other. I feel like I cannot go on, A part of me has died. I remember holding Paul's hand till he took his last breath. He was my world, my everything, my best friend, my lover, my soulmate. Now what do I do? I am 33 years old and have buried two daughters (one in 2004 and one in 2007) and now a husband. A joyless life being a man I no longer know. Carol, It has been 5 months and 14 days since I have seen his beautiful face, but yet it feels like yesterday that I saw his beautiful face. My grief is so raw. I invited some friends in restaurants for dinner to celebrating his birthday too. I pray to GOD that he will get me very soon so that I can be reunited with my husband again. I had to keep living for our sons, but inside part of me died with my husband. I had 30 wonderful years with him. I'm strong as I've not been alone mainly because my family wants to make sure I'm ok. As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel. It has been beyond anything I could have imagined. I'm good at pretending to be o.k. We met in high school. I can't seem to leave the house except to go to the store when necessary. He could only sit reclined on the couch anymore, so I was sitting next to him while he slept. More than half my life. He fought leukemia for 3 years. He is with me always as he'd promised me faithfully he would be. I pray all who are going through this get peace. I met him when I was 17 and he was 23. Sometimes I wonder if a person really gets over the missing of a loved one. We were fortunate to have found each other, and I know that I was the love of his life. He went home on March 17th I only thought I'd been thru it all NOT. I AM SO EMPTY INSIDE. I knew from the moment he introduced himself on our first date, that this was the man I was going to marry. No one informed us of what happen to him until we found it from our family phone tracker.
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