Im struggling with this. Life simply will not keep on being this bad forever, and in many cases, as for me, the improvements will be imminent, rapid, and profound. I dont know if theres any particular foods that make it better, I know in early recovery avoiding fiber can be helpful but depending on how far along you are that might not work. Thank you for sharing it helped me alot as I am at the fat tummy stage and a relapse feels imminent. I think that is the most important thing. I dont understand how that can happen. Emaciated had never felt good to me, it felt uncomfortable. There are days when I feel nostalgic for my eating disorder, but looking back, that was the lowest point of my life.. This is a great question. I cant even let myself wear the clothes I would love to wear so much. But am told I need to increase calories by 400 if I train. Abstract here. Ive recently started recovery and would love to hear from those who have been there. Then about 7 years ago my psychiatrist put me on anti psychotic and mood stabilizers and I immediately put on 50 pounds. This was comforting to read. You dont stop loving your friends if they change shape so you shouldnt stop loving your body if it changes shape a bit either. hey.i found this post and it gave me a little hope.im 20, male 6ft tall and i currently weigh 9 stonei currently feel that im at my worse as im currently eating 200-500 calories a day and some days i dont eat at all i feel fat all the time and im terrified that if i eat more than 500 ill gain weight and get fat.i dont know what to do anymore or who to talk to.im sitting here now and i havent eaten in 2 days and i just feel so down an trapped like there is no way out . So for example, if you binge on sweets at 4pm, this is no excuse not to eat a proper and nutritious dinner in the evening. im so scared! they dont seem to make large cup sizes for people with small ribcages like me! I actually enjoyed feeling my thighs rub together, that spelled victory to me over anorexia. WebLong-term food deprivation makes the process of gaining weight extremely taxing on your body and mind. (2003). i know this is a idiotic question, but is there any way that will help my tummy from being so big while im recovering? Thank you!! I am glad that you found this site as there is a ton of resources for adults on it. Ive never had extreme hunger and Im constantly so full after every meal and never hungry. What is wrong with me? These 6 common pitfalls could be holding you back. Whilst I knew that gaining weight was what had to happen in order for me to get better, I wondered if this disproportionally fat tummy wasnormal. How long did you go with the same weight (with no gaining) before it redistributed? I want to be patient enough to see this happen, but I dont know what the outcome will be. Fluid retention can cause edema around the ankles (during the day) and around the eyes (at night), seemingly confirming that recovery will mean nothing but 'getting fat'. I have to say that I adore my breasts! April 25, 2023. Dieting is incompatible with recovery from anorexia, both physically and psychologically. Like REAAAAALY needed it. Because we are all different, we all experience anorexia differently and we all experience recovery differently; however there are many of us that share symptoms and experiences, and in talking about them we can help one another understand.